9.11.2008

toe + jammin days

i'm not talking about foot tappin toe jammin music. this just has to do with jam + toes, literally.
do you ever have one of those days when you're trying to be a perfect little wife and make a hearty pbandj for your husband and somehow a drop jam falls perfectly on your toe? you wonder why me, why did it have to fall and land exactly on my toe?

that has happened to me quite frequently lately. but today it was more than a toe + some jam. i wanted to be a great visiting teacher and make some homemade banana bread. after takin an extra trip to the store for last minute ingredients, two hours in the kitchen, and the first of two batches comin out a little small, the buzzer for the second went off. i opened the oven, take it out, and go to remove it from the pan. apparently it was a little undercooked because it spilled EEEEVerywhere.amid the horrid clean up, and one ripped hot pad later...

I began to think back to the toe + jammin experience. there are days when you drop your perfectly made cereal while running to the car, or sleep in for a work meeting, and somehow, even thought it may appear that all the cosmos are aligned and have it made for your utter destruction, even with all that you still can smile. you still can laugh. and with the help of Divine Providence you can think, "how great that i am alive and have jam that could hit my perfectly functioning toe." (intended to sound bafflingly grateful, not sardonic.)


isn't that kind of remarkable? i know it is for me. i had a harder time smiling with this last banana bread experience but i was praying the smile would come. and it did-

9.10.2008

dead body but alive spirits

i am not







but alive in peace.
just a little overwhelmed by school and apartment such.
hope to be back soon

8.24.2008

europa


a lovely trip to germany (aka germs) deserves some time on this blog. three weeks. overseas. over a year ago. crocheting. clooong bus rides. getting caught by german police for getting on the subway without paying. a second family. picturesque vistas. best birthday party yet. laughs. and some of my greatest lessons learned in this life yet: bon apetite










































8.22.2008

we are family

i'm in love with the olden days and again more old school pictures.
recently i found this gem at my moms and almost started crying. my mommer( bev's mom) died very shortly after this picture was taken. i only knew her for a year. how dear are the relationships we make. "The divine plan of happiness enables family relationships to be perpetuated beyond the grave." i've been staying with my parentals, thus i cant help but admire all they do. and how rewarding the eternal bonds of family are. my mom is going all family history crazy lately till the weee hours of the morn. as i've stayed up and learned some with her i have this indefinite sense of debt to those who have gone before. "Sacred ordinances and covenants available in holy temples make it possible for individuals to return to the presence of God and for families to be united eternally."
my brother jake comes home this weekend. my siblings are some of my greatest examples.
next weekend my family is going to EDEN(crazy eh) utah for a family reunion.

"Happiness in family life is most likely to be achieved when founded upon the teachings of the Lord Jesus Christ."
-the family: a proclamation to the world

8.20.2008

I'm home

and nothing reminds me of my childhood like being here.... days like such:

















and of course some old classic dance pictures :)
I've been dying to get into my mom's archives and get some old school pics. now i can keep laughing all day.